So at this point tonight I've already had two deliveries which were pretty much cake, both requiring very little from me. I'm a little less solo than I thought, turns out there is a nurse practitioner that stays here with me, she watched me like a hawk as I was running the last two, at the last one she told me, "Ok the next one is all you.", meaning she would only come if called...that made me nervous, so much so that after much tossing and turning I finally got to sleep...for like 5 minutes.
I heard my pager go off.
Suddenly I was fully awake. I jumped out of bed, through my shirt on, laced up my shoes, and jogged down to the delivery room...where there was nothing going on. I checked my pagers...was I dreaming? I still don't know, but the HUC (head unit coordinator) thinks I was cause they havn't heard of any babies being born. This often happens to me where I think I'm not nervous, say I'm not nervous, and for the most part act like I'm not...right up until the point when I imagine pages and jump at the slightest pager like noise.
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